9.7.21 Celebrating National Recovery Month

For the past 32 years, September has been observed as National Recovery Month.  While recovery is celebrated by individuals, families, and communities every day, September is a month in which we can increase awareness of mental health and substance use disorders and encourage individuals in need of treatment and recovery services to seek help.  Recovery Month celebrates individuals living lives in recovery and recognizes the dedicated workers who provide the prevention, treatment, and recovery support services that help make recovery possible. (www.nationalrecoverymonth.org)


On their website, SAMSHA has developed a working definition of recovery: Recovery is a process of change through which individuals improve their health and wellness, live self-directed lives, and strive to reach their full potential. (www.samsha.gov/brss-tacs/recovery-support-tools-resources) Most of us would agree that recovery is an on-going process.  This process requires support from other individuals in a wider community.  As SAMSHA states, there are four major dimensions that support a life in recovery:

  • Health: Learning to overcome, manage, or more successfully live with symptoms and making healthy choices that support one’s physical and emotional wellbeing
  • Home: A stable and safe place to live
  • Purpose: Meaningful daily activities, such as a job, school, volunteer work, or creative endeavors; increased ability to lead a self-directed life; and meaningful engagement in society
  • Community: Relationships and social networks that provide support, friendship, love, and hope

    *SAMSHA, www.samsha.gov/brss-tacs/recovery-support-tools-resources

The four dimensions listed above were/are essential to my recovery journey.  It was important for me to make connections to other people in recovery through Mutual Aid and to receive Peer Support.  It was important for me to know that I was not alone.  When I came into recovery, I found other people who suffered from Substance Use Disorder who found recovery.  They told me, “You never have to do anything alone.”  They told me about their own experiences, their strength, and how they had found their own pathway to recovery.  I also needed support from Treatment Providers and to learn how to find purpose in my life.  I was able to slowly start my journey with the help of others, share my story with others, help others, re-establish relationships with friends and family, and give back to the community.  When an individual recovers, it creates a ripple effect…not only is the life of an individual changed, but families and communities are transformed.


This year’s National Recovery Month Theme is Recovery is for Everyone: Every Person, Every Family, Every Community.  “The theme reminds people in recovery and those who support them, that recovery belongs to all of us…Social connections, family support, and neighborhood relationships are directly linked to wellness and recovery…the theme works to inspire people across the country to transform the “I” into “we” and build bridges between families, communities and groups.  We celebrate our diversity and seek to develop deeper understanding, caring, and connections that nurtures recovery.” (www.nationalrecoverymonth.org) 


Throughout the month of September, there are several events that one can attend to celebrate recovery, share stories of hope, and increase awareness and understanding about mental and substance use disorders.  For more information on National Recovery Month and events in your area, you can visit the Faces and Voices of Recovery website at https://rm.facesandvoicesofrecovery.org/. 


Here on Long Island, THRIVE will be hosting a Recovery Festival celebrating National Recovery Month with live music, dancing, food trucks, giveaways and guest speakers on Thursday, September 30th from 5pm-8pm at Marjorie Post Park.  For more information on this event, you can visit the calendar of events located on our website. We hope to see you there as we celebrate recovery! 

8.9.21  Summer Sobriety

It can seem that there’s an endless calendar of events in the summer months: barbecues, graduations, weddings… Many of these events involve - or even seem to revolve around - alcohol. Maintaining one’s recovery during these events can seem like a herculean task, but there are many steps one can take to help support their sobriety.


  1. Make sure you have your own way home from the event. That helps ensure you can leave when you want, especially if you start feeling triggered by any drinking that’s going on around you. If you don’t drive or take your own car, check with Uber, Lyft, or a taxi company ahead of time to see how much a ride home will cost. Make sure you have money set aside to cover that ride.
  2. Identify your sober support network. Even if they aren’t in recovery themselves, friends and family members that know you are in recovery can help support you. Make sure you have phone numbers of your sober support network in your cellphone so you can call or text if needed. If someone in your network will be at the event, that might be even better. Ask them if they’re able to be a sober support for you during the event – don’t assume that they’ll abstain from drinking for you, or that they will be in the right frame of mind to be your support. If you can bring a friend, choose one that is in recovery and a solid part of your sober support network.
  3. Play the tape through! If you start feeling like having a drink won’t be that big of a deal, think about where that has gotten you in the past. Our past best decisions led us to active addictive behaviors, and we have to be ready to make new decisions in recovery.
  4. Write notes to yourself or set alarms on your phone to cheer yourself on. Use phrases that have personal meaning to you and your recovery. To set the alarms, just use whichever app you normally use for alarms and change the label from ‘alarm’ or ‘wake up’ to a positive and supportive phrase.
  5. Keep a non-alcoholic drink in your hand. People are less likely to try and offer you any drink if you already have one.
  6. At a wedding or catered party where servers bring drinks to the table, tell your attendant or server that you do not drink. They’ll gladly avoid serving you alcoholic beverages.

Remember, no one is entitled to know about someone else’s recovery. What you’re drinking is really nobody’s business but your own. Many people won’t push alcohol on you, but there are many ways to refuse an alcoholic drink:

  • No thanks!
  • Actually, I’d love a water/soda.
  • I don’t drink.
  • I have an early meeting!
  • I’m the designated driver tonight.
  • I’m in recovery.

Our own recovery is one of – if not the most – important things in our lives. Many of us realize that without our recovery, we can lose so many other things. It’s also okay to say no and turn down invites to summer gatherings. Safety is necessary and if we aren’t sure that it would be a safe environment for our recovery, it is okay to skip the party.

THRIVE has Recovery Coaches to help with goal setting in your recovery, and offers many groups that can help support your recovery.


View our calendar of events here on the site, or give us a call at either of our locations!


Nassau (516-765-7600)
Suffolk (631-8522-3396)

6.25.21  Discovering Recovery

Hello everyone! I’ve been given the honor and privilege of sharing some of my personal journey in recovery. Anytime I do, I usually preface it by disclosing that, what lead me to recovery was not substances. Part of the reason that I choose to work in recovery is to remove the stigma that only people and family members of people with SUDs, need, or should, have access to recovery.


The fact is that growing up, the term “Addiction”, and what I had associated with it, was a concept that filled me with a fear so intense that I had an extreme aversion to illicit, illegal, or recreational substance use. I left parties because of it. I ended friendships with no explanation over it. If there was a poster boy for the, then, drug awareness school program “Scared Straight” I was it. “Just say ‘No”, that was me.


If I was told back then that one of the demographics that I would so closely identify with, and have empathy for, would be with people battling SUD, I would have bet my last dollar that wouldn’t happen because I didn’t use drugs, and the world of someone who does is so far out of my wheelhouse that the very idea of any commonality would have been preposterous.


The question then becomes, if I had it all figured out, how did I end up here, right? Unfortunately fear is, again, my answer. My life was ruled by the level of fear involved at any particular moment. More specifically, the level of fear that my abuser would instill upon me from about as young as I can remember until I was about 14 years of age. To be even MORE clear: after the age of 14, physical fear wasn’t a primary concern for me. The mental, verbal, emotional and spiritual abuse was still a constant threat, and just like the physical abuse, it was summoned sometimes for no reason and with no warning. My entire childhood, and most of my adult life, was lived on “High alert”.


It would do no justice to my story if I didn’t mention the absolute nightmare I had become in socializing with children my age. To put it succinctly, I was either being bullied, or I was bullying someone else. The victims of my rage were those closest to me: my family, and anyone fool hardy enough to either be my friend or be forced to spend time with me. My emotional range was angry or not angry.

The unfortunate circumstances of my upbringing did not help create a well-adjusted young adult. I couldn’t put a name to what I was experiencing until after I was mugged in my early 20’s. That’s the first time I was treated for my anxiety disorder and panic attacks. I was absolutely terrified of whatever “this” was. In hindsight, and to the casual observer, it’s very easy to connect the dots between childhood traumas, abuse, anger and rage to the insecure, and psychological plagues I was experiencing. I had assumed my lot in life was to carry this burden as best I could.


At about 42 years of age someone in my life asked me if I was codependent. They mentioned that they had gone to a 12 step meeting for Codependency. I had no idea what the word even meant, but I googled it the second I got home. I immediately recognized that this term was applicable to me, but I needed a deeper understanding of it. Two days later I was in my first Codependents Anonymous group. These people “got me”. They understood my insecurities. More importantly, I finally felt heard.


From that moment on, I was all about recovery.  I went to any and all meetings I could find. 12 step fellowships, spiritual groups, meditations, workshops, one on one coaching and sober social activities being just among the few pathways I explored. I absorbed anything about recovery like a sponge.


Two things changed for me when I discovered recovery. The first one was that I found a never before discovered empathy for all people in pain. The self-discovery of how much pain I was in and carrying with me in my daily life made it blindingly obvious how much pain my brothers and sisters in recovery were going through using substances. The second phenomenon was that people were coming to me, of all people, for support in their recovery!


The salvation I found from recovery demanded that I if I was going to help others in anyway, that I do my absolute best to arm myself with as much knowledge as possible, to be the best peer possible. My desire for recovery is just as strong today as ever. Since my Google search, I have completed 12 steps, I have attended trauma workshops, I have gleaned invaluable insight from the entire spectrum of SUD recovery, I’ve volunteered my time, I’ve facilitated meetings, I took peer coaching classes and now have my CRPA-(P). I am lucky enough to have a fulltime job that keeps me enmeshed in the fabric of what I’ve needed for such a long time. The label that I was sure I couldn’t be associated with is now what defines me. I am so grateful. I am extremely fortunate. I am in recovery.


-THRIVE Staff Member

6.21.21  LGBTQ+ Community

Every so often, people in long term recovery who also identify as members of the LGBTQ+ community are said to feel like outsiders of the outsiders. As a person in recovery who identifies as LGBTQ+, the stigma we experience seems to be almost doubled with regards to our lifestyle, Substance Use and Mental Health. This is a good moment to mention that I am in no way a voice for the entire LGBTQ+ community. I have, however, heard other individuals mention that they don’t always feel welcomed to speak up about their particular struggles and how they may differ from other people in recovery in a room full of seemingly heteronormative people.


“Data from the 2018 National Survey on Drug Use and Health (NSDUH), suggests that substance use patterns reported by sexual minority adults (in this survey, sexual minority adults includes individuals who describe themselves as lesbian, gay, or bisexual) are higher compared to those reported by heterosexual adults. More than a third (37.6 percent) of sexual minority adults 18 and older reported past year marijuana use, compared to 16.2% reported by the overall adult population.”


It is important for us all to feel like we belong somewhere in the world and that we are accepted by others and have people we can relate to. A huge part of recovery from Substance Use and Mental Health is connection. The relationship between people who have feelings or situations in common is a bond that those who are fortunate to experience have utilized as a tool for personal growth.

Below I have listed some great resources if you identify as a member of the LGBTQ+ community and are looking for something to enhance or begin your person recovery journey.

THRIVE Recovery Centers offer a LGBTQ+ in Recovery meeting every Thursday from 6pm-7pm, virtually which can be accessed at the link listed below:



Realization Center, located in NYC, offers an outpatient treatment program, named The Dignity program that is personalized to services needed for the LGBT community.  Their contact information is (212)627-9600 and they are  available 24 hours a day, every day.


The Center, also located in NYC offers virtual programming for the LGBTQ+ community. Their mission, the empower LGBT people, building strong community. They can be contacted Monday-Friday 9am-10pm @ 212 620 7310


Both the fellowships of NA and AA offer LGBTQ+ meetings in person and virtually and the meeting information can accessed at:




I want to end by making note that no matter how you identify, no matter what your personal struggle may be, YOU MATTER. Your voice matters, your story matters and your recovery matters. Thank you for being a significant part of my story and of countless others just by being true to you.


Alexis Jinks, BS, CASAC-T, CRPA

Sherpa Program Manager, Nassau

6.10.21  Pride Month

I grew up being called a "tomboy". I was more likely to be digging in the dirt and playing with toy trucks than dolls. That doesn’t mean anything, of course, but looking back I wonder if that was one of the first indications I would not identify as straight. My parents encouraged me to be who I was and play with whichever toys I preferred. No one batted an eye when I wanted toys that were typically marketed to boys, and I had an excellent collection of Matchbox cars by the age of five.

Adolescence was a hard time for me because I was abused and bullied for being different. I joined in with my female friends talking about their crushes on boys, but never brought up the girls I had crushes on. I began abusing marijuana, which helped with the pain and shame I felt from being abused and bullied. It did not get rid of the feelings I had about the girls in my school or the women I saw on television.

Sixteen was a confusing age for me. I had started abusing alcohol along with marijuana, and often used being under the influence as an excuse for finding women attractive. I developed a serious crush on a female friend that I did not understand. And I continued to blame the feelings I had about women on the alcohol. I threw myself into heteronormative relationships, moving from one boyfriend to the next, ignoring the feelings I had about women. When I found a boy that was willing to stick with me long term, I married him and built a life with him. I decided that drugs were a problem and stopped using marijuana and cocaine. I was proud of my new-found sobriety and assured myself that alcohol wasn’t my problem.

Marrying the man I loved and stopping my drug use did not stop the feelings I had toward women, it just made them more confusing. Here I was, happily married with a comfortable life. Yet I was drinking to excess on a regular basis, blaming my inappropriate behaviors (inappropriate only because I was married) with other women on the alcohol. I would joke about being a lesbian except for my husband because I rarely found men attractive like my female friends did – I was more likely to be find the same women attractive that my male friends did. I was mentally unhealthy as well, regularly experiencing terrifying thoughts and images that drove me to dark places. I struggled to figure out why I found women so attractive while I was married to a man who I loved and was attracted to. That drove me even further into dark places, and alcohol was the one thing that helped me forget, that made me feel like I could claw my way out of those dark places.

It was social media that helped me realize what was going on: I was bisexual. I followed social media pages that supported LGBTQ+ rights and discussed different sexual and gender identities. I started thinking about my attractions in different ways, and realized that there was nothing wrong with being attracted to both men and women. I discussed my sexuality with my husband and assured him it did not change how I felt about him, and luckily he understood. I mentioned it to my mother, who was supportive. I started to talk more about being bisexual in 2012, but did not officially come out.

I experienced bi-erasure, or the erasure of bisexual people in the LGBTQ+ community. As a bisexual woman in a heteronormative relationship (an opposite-gendered relationship, typically between a male and a female), my bisexuality was questioned. I learned about bi-erasure in the community, and how often bisexual people who partner with someone of the same identified gender are considered gay or lesbian, and those who partner with someone of the opposite identified gender are considered straight. People told me I wasn’t bisexual, I was straight because I married a man. It was then that my drinking became increasingly problematic. It was like I had finally found where I belonged and was once again being told my feelings were wrong. Those dark places started feeling more familiar again.

I decided to stop drinking for many reasons, none of which had to do with my sexual identity. But sobriety has really helped me come to terms with my identity. I have been out since 2014 and have actively worked to educate people in my life about acceptance, bi-erasure, and the importance of choosing our words carefully. After my marriage ended and I reentered the dating scene, I once again experienced bi-erasure because of my heteronormative marriage. Women I was interested in did not take me seriously because I had just come out of a long term straight relationship. Both men and women I was interested in discounted my bisexuality and experiences, telling me I was confused or outright wrong. Some of the feelings of shame came back, but I know that my sobriety and my sober support network helped me address them in a healthier way.

My sobriety has helped me to live authentically. I am a proud bisexual woman in recovery from drugs and alcohol, living as who I am and not who others expect me to be. Recovery means a lot to me, and it has allowed me to experience so many gifts in sobriety, but being able to live authentically is the best gift I have received.


-THRIVE staff member


THRIVE Nassau hosts LGBTQ+ in Recovery every Thursday!

Everyone recovers on their own terms and in their own ways - your recovery supports should be as personal as you. Recovering as a person in the LGBTQ+ communities comes with a host of challenges you can process with us. This group is led by an out gay social worker as a support and process group committed to the spirit of affirmation, acceptance, and recovery.

Click to join Meeting: https://us02web.zoom.us/j/82961114063

Zoom Meeting ID: 829 6111 4063
Dial In By Phone #:+1 646 558 8656

5.28.21  Memorial Day 2021

When May rolls around each year, not only do I look forward to the great weather, the flower buds opening all around us and the start of summer; I also think about Memorial Day, and I remember my brother who served in the U.S. Army for four years.  In the past, it was just a holiday off.  Now, Memorial Day has meaning for me.  It has meaning for many Americans.

Originally called Decoration Day, from an early custom of decorating graves with flowers, wreaths and flags, Memorial Day is a day for remembrance of those who have died in service to our country. They may have even passed away in an everyday accident or just old age.  We just “memorialize” those that decided to sign a contract to join the American military, and be a part of something that would help the American people.  

Memorial Day was first broadly observed on May 30, 1868 to commemorate the sacrifice of Civil War soldiers, by proclamation of General John A. Logan of the Grand Army of the Republic, an organization of former Union sailors and soldiers.  During the first national remembrance, former Union General and sitting Ohio congressman James Garfield made a speech at Arlington National Cemetery, after which 5,000 participants helped to decorate the graves of the more than 20,000 Union and Confederate soldiers who were buried there.

Despite the increasing celebration of the holiday as a summer tradition, there are some formal rituals still happening: The American flag should be hung at half-staff until noon on Memorial Day, then raised to the top of the staff. And since 2000, when the U.S. Congress passed legislation, all Americans are encouraged to pause for a National Moment of Remembrance at 3 p.m. local time. For those who may not know, the Lincoln Memorial was dedicated on Memorial Day 1922. 

May we keep celebrating for many years to come!  I wish you and your loved ones a Happy Memorial Day.  As proud Americans, we can all unite around the idea of “remembering” those who served our country,


-Fran M.

5.20.21  Celebrating Mental Health Awareness Month

Most people believe marijuana use is completely “safe”, but what they may not know is that they are putting themselves at risk for an illness known as Cannabinoid Hyperemesis Syndrome. CHS can lead to severe digestive disorders that include extreme vomiting and abdominal pain and dehydration which can cause issues with the kidneys or liver which can be fatal. The only known cure for CHS is to abstain from cannabinoid use.


While having CHS episodes, people may experience stress, anxiety, depression or other mental health symptoms. The pain can become so severe that it makes you want to just give up and give in to use. These episodes affect your family, social life and your job which can heighten anxiety, stress and depression.

Many people find it hard to accept and treat their CHS diagnosis because of the stigma that marijuana is harmless. But until you do, it will affect your physical and mental health severely. The best thing to do is quit marijuana and abstain from using again.


If you would like to learn more about Cannabinoid Hyperemisis Syndrome, please visit Cedars Sinai’s Health Library at https://ceda.rs/3fjPP6i .

-Lauren Woll

5.18.21  Celebrating Mom

May is a month to celebrate all Moms, Grannies, Step Moms, Foster Moms, Pet Moms and those who have lost a Mom. All moms are priceless.   

When my son Anthony was born, all I could think was, how does this work? Where is the book? Everything comes with instructions, where are my instructions?!?!  I was brand new in recovery and here I am with this human being depending on me to keep him alive. I was only just learning to keep me alive, so how did this happen?   If there was ever a time to surrender, here it was. I turned to my mom and my sister for advice. The best thing they could say was, “take it a day at a time, it will come to you”. Trust me, some days were a minute at a time, but guess what? I figured it out. It was a very humbling experience to ask for help, but I did. I learned how to ask and accept help. I started talking to other women in my support group. I GOT a support group. I attended women’s meetings, I talked about everything that happened, the good and the bad and every woman in that meeting would nod their head.   Women started to reach out to me and share books or article they were reading, and it was a huge help. Bottom line I was open to the suggestions and advice.

Grammar school years were a struggle, my son was being bullied, once again, where are my instructions? I had never dealt with something like this. Of course my thinking went right back to the “Street” thinking, I’ll take care of him, “show me who his mother is, and I’ll take care of her too”, but I had to remember, I had a program today. I was not that same girl that I used to be. I asked my support group for advice, it was suggested to take the proper steps to address the situation, go through the school counselors and we worked it out.


In High school, my son “came out” as gay. I was the only one he trusted, and I was like, oh great, here is another situation I didn’t know how to handle, once again I find myself looking for the instructions. This one was different, none of my support group had the experience and I had to figure it out on my own, and guess what? I did. I had to step out of my comfort zone. I went to my 12 step “support group” and I shared about what was going on, and a bunch of people come up to me after the meeting. Quite a few actually had the same experience. They were happy to share what worked for them, and more importantly, what didn’t.  Most important advice was to start every conversation with love and support, and we made it through.

This year has been a challenge for everyone, my son included. April of 2020, Anthony’s partner died of a brain embolism. It was much unexpected and Anthony was devastated. Everyone was on lock down, and things were already closing down. Once again I found myself wondering if I had the wherewithal to give the support my son needed.  I watched him sink deeper and deeper into depression. We talked on the phone every day, but I could see he needed more. I suggested he talk to a professional. He told me he was fine, but I could see he was not. I believe he was ashamed and embarrassed to seek help for his depression. It took him a little while, but he called a mental health counseling hotline and connected with the help he needed.

Here we are, 31 years later and I have to say my proudest achievement is being a Mom. It’s not so scary anymore. It hasn’t been for a long time. I am grateful for the love and support I had along the way, and more importantly, the advice and suggestions from the people around me. The women in my life held me up and taught me how to be a mom. May is Mother’s Day, but it is also Mental Health Awareness Month and there is nothing to be ashamed of. If any of this sounds like you, take a suggestion from me. Get involved, ask for help. It can make all the difference. Remember, you do not have to do it alone!


5.14.21  Mental Health Awareness Month– Reducing The Stigma!

May is Mental Health Awareness Month!

When I was thinking about what I wanted to write for this blog, I thought to myself: How long have we had a mental health awareness month? I have only been noticing increased attention on this matter over the last few years. However, to my surprise, I learned that the Mental Health America organization declared May as "Mental Health Awareness Month" back in 1949! I wonder how my own parents (I am currently 25 years old), and even my friends’ parents view mental health, and if the awareness and the importance was existent seventy plus years ago...


For starters, we were not aware of as many defined mental health disorders in 1949 as we are today. Along with this, the stigma against talking about the importance of our mental health, sharing our struggles with others, and working towards a healthier mind set has grown.


Today, health isn’t just about the absence of disease or how our bodies physically feel.  It is also about our mental health, our emotions, how we view ourselves, and how we view/manage our relationships with others! I was recently listening to a podcast, where they mentioned, “love is a verb.” I loved this quote because while they spoke about it in the context of relationships with other individuals, it is also relevant to self-love! Part of this is taking care of our mental health. For me, that includes getting adequate sleep, getting outside where the sun can touch my face, getting my body moving (whether it be a walk, bike ride, workout, or a pickup soccer game with my friends/classmates), and laughing at a funny movie or with friends. When I asked my family and friends what they do to take care of their mental health, they mentioned: taking walks, deleting social media apps, facetiming their mothers, spending time with their dogs, going to therapy, taking a bath to relax, journaling every day, working out, cooking or baking, doing yoga/stretching, meditating, following a morning and night time routine, taking a nap, and drawing/coloring. The list is endless, and it really comes down to finding something that works for YOU.


However, some may not be as lucky as others when it comes to the ability to find an outlet or to feel mentally refreshed and content. Recent statistics show that 1 in 5 adults in the U.S. suffer from a mental illness, with approximately 42 million of those living with anxiety disorders, approximately 16 million with major depression, and approximately 6.1 million with bipolar disorder. Additionally, around 10.2 million adults have a co-occurring mental health and addiction disorder. Depression is currently the leading cause of disability WORLDWIDE. However, only 41% of adults with a mental health condition received mental health care in the past year. Although these statistics applied to adults only, 1 in 5 children either have or will be diagnosed with a mental health disorder. Mental health disorders increase the risk of suicide, addiction disorders, incarceration, homelessness, and other chronic health conditions, and many racial and ethnic disparities exist.


So, today I ask and encourage you to keep talking about mental health and wellness.  Let's work to reduce the stigma, and help those who need treatment to get the care they need.

- Sarah P.

4.20.21 Never Looking Back

Hello!  My name is Gina and I’d like to tell you a little about why April 15th is such an important date to me.


On April 5, 2020, I was in a coma hanging on to life.  My liver and kidneys were failing, and I had a horrible case of pneumonia.  I was living in North Carolina, far away from my family and friends on Long Island. 


I had spent the year prior depressed, anxious and hardly able to leave my apartment.  I begrudgingly left the house each day only to get wine.  I was having two bottles of wine on a daily basis.  It was my escape, elixir and ritual.  By 6pm each night I was in my bed with my dogs enjoying wine.  Why wine you ask?  It was only wine, not vodka or an illegal drug. 


I am no prude to alcohol, I could drink with the best of them and get up feeling fine and ready to begin my day.  I could go months without drinking and not have a care in the world.  Wine became my drug of choice basically because it was acceptable to drink wine.  It’s all over TV, pop culture and the internet.  The pandemic was a great excuse for many.   I basically needed to drink to endure the pain of loneliness, physical pain, mental anguish and grief.  I was unhappy with where I was in life.  How could I, a former business owner and insurance executive, fall so far back? I followed all the “rules”, came from a good family, graduated college and was a devoted employee.


Everything changed on April 15th and I haven’t spent one moment looking back.  I went from being on life support to rehab at Quannacut treatment center at Stony Brook Eastern Long Island Hospital in Greenport, NY.  My family rallied around me and got me back to Long Island.  From Quannacut I connected with Outreach Bellport and their women’s day program and LIRA. 


Angels watched over me as I slowly recovered physically and mentally.  I used a “to-do” black composition book to write down my master list and chipped away at it daily. 


I am here to tell you that, wine is a drug.  Depression is an endless rabbit hole.  The only way out is with support.  I can't emphasize "SUPPORT" enough.  Whether it is a 12-step program, mental health help, THRIVE, LIRA, Outreach Bellport, God, a higher power, Mother Nature, Buddha or a little bit of everything (my approach), GO FOR IT!  YOU ARE WORTH IT!


Fast forward to April 15, 2021. First, I can tell you that I completely love myself, I have SURRENDERED to the process of recovery and trusting in God (my personal higher power).  Outreach and LIRA has provided me with a new set of coping skills that I have honed and use daily.  I can proudly state that I am one year sober from wine/alcohol, depression and anxiety!  LIRA is my weekly group.  I am volunteering at THRIVE.  I have graduated from the OUTREACH Bellport Women’s day program and become a CRPA-P.  I am currently working on my volunteer hours and starting to look for coaching opportunities.


Life seems grand, right? 


Well there is the ugly side of what alcohol does to your body.  I have serious liver disease/cirrhosis and will probably need a transplant in the next 3-5 years.  My liver provides me with daily struggles, fatigue, pain, intolerance to certain foods, anemia, possibility of internal bleeding, and swelling in one of my legs.  Do I let my liver drag me down? No.  Does it make me want to drink? Heck NO!  Drinking at this point is a waste of time for me, it’s not what “I do” and it would advance my transplant need to approximately one year or less.  I very much enjoy using my coping skills, surrendering to my higher power, and leaning on my support system.


SUPPORT is key!  THRIVE and LIRA will help you!  You can receive support from friends, family, professionals, and perhaps someone you meet in a group. 

You can find your own success just as I have. My best advice is to SURRENDER, LISTEN and SPEAK UP.  YOU ARE WORTH IT!




4.9.21 THRIVE Recoveree of the Month - March 2021

Hello! My name is Anna Maria, and I am a recovering alcoholic. That is how I introduce myself at meetings. If someone were to have told me a couple months ago that I would be attending meetings and be a part of a community at Thrive Recovery Center, I would have said, “No way, I got this”.

Well, let me tell you where my “I got this” attitude lead me. Over ten years of addiction filled with horrible blackouts, hangovers, mistakes, guilt, regret and shame. Followed by the famous words of every addict, “Never Again”. Having family and friends watch me on a downward spiral, unable to help me because I wasn’t ready to help myself. I would wake up after an all nighter or a binge. The one thing I could never do was look at myself in the mirror.
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 Letting go of “I got this” mentality was the best choice of my life. Even to go as far as to say it saved my life. As an addict you may feel alone but you are not! When I started asking for help from others, it surprised me how welcoming the Thrive Community was; so helpful and welcoming! This has given me the strength to find my true self and face my addiction head on.

Thrive is not just a Recovery community and outreach center; for myself and others in need it becomes a second home or to some, a home they never had. Very different from the same old outpatient office, which feels like a stuffy and gloomy doctors office. The Thrive Center is filled with life! From the orange square chairs, warm oak toned floors and aqua green walls. Thrive screams hope and positivity!

I guarantee you will find a meeting this is meant for you. The volunteers host meetings on zoom and in person. Most important foundation meetings for me in my recovery have been 12 step fellowship meetings, Reiki Energy healing, yoga, guided meditations and fellowship! The groups teach you how to find your inner peace and to prepare yourself for the outside world stresses. The fellowship hangouts is a chill atmosphere with good sober people to talk to.

The heart and soul of Thrive are the volunteers. Always kind, patient, caring and understanding. They are not just Peer Advocate’s who can identify with you, but they become friends. I know for a fact I could not survive recovery alone. So, thank you to my Peer advocate and the rest of the volunteers at Thrive.

Do not be afraid to ask for help. There are so many resources and positive people who understand what you’re going through. I can wake up today, look at myself in the mirror and proudly say, “I am Anna Maria a recovering alcoholic and I accept who I am!”. With the combination of the Community Center, Recovery Coaches, volunteers and the willingness to get better, we all can THRIVE together in Recovery!

3.10.21 Power of Positivity in Recovery

When I finally came to place in my life where I knew it was time to quit drinking I thought the simple act of never picking up a drink again would solve all my problems.  I was going to quit cold turkey and do it all on my own, and that would be that.  I was depressed and angry before I quit drinking, and guess what, after I stopped, I was still depressed and angry. So I asked myself, now what? I had two options, go back to drinking or ask for help.  I spent 11 months white knuckling it as they call it, I stayed sober in the physical sense, but emotionally I was a falling apart.

I can be a very pessimistic person, I have a tendency to expect the worst.  That constant attitude of negativity became who I was, that was my personality.  It was how my friends knew me, I was always expected to voice some type of complaint regardless of the situation.  I honestly had no idea I could change that about myself. I figured this was the hand I was dealt and I would have to live the rest of my life absorbed in this negative outlook on life. 

Eventually I got fed up, if I was going to be depressed and in a constant state of discontent while sober, what was the point.  I had to change something, and I didn’t want to throw away months of not picking up a drink.  Since I didn’t have the answers, maybe someone else who went through what I was feeling did.   It was time to give AA a shot.  I went to my first meeting in December of 2017, and went to a meeting just about every day for that first year.  During that time, and it took a while, because I can be stubborn, that I realized there was a lot more to getting sober than just putting down the drink. I needed to change the way I thought and the way I handled situations.  And most importantly I needed to focus on a very simple mantra, “do the next right thing”.

Doing the next right thing is what lead me here as a recovery coach at Thrive.  I attended an opioid awareness event at my local church, something I would never do, but I was asked and I said yes.  Why did I say yes, because it was the next right thing to do.  It was there that a Thrive employee told me that they needed volunteers and asked if I would be interested.  Internally my answer was an empathic no, but I didn’t listen to that voice and instead decided to do the next right thing. I said yes, and soon after attended a volunteer meeting and signed on to help out however I could at Thrive.  I was new to the recovery field, but back then I had no idea something like Thrive existed and I had never heard of a recovery coach or the many different pathways that existed in recovery.  After a few conversations with some coaches I was told I could take a class and be trained. Again, I didn’t think about it too much, and I just did the next right thing. I reached out to the right people and found myself taking a training class a few weeks later.  

Everything good that has happened to me, specifically in the last year, is a direct result from doing the next right thing.  I stopped overthinking everything, stopped believing that something bad was going to happen all the time.  It wasn’t easy, and that way of thinking will never be completely gone, but I know how to deal with it better. 

It’s easy to complicate life in recovery, it can feel overwhelming and challenging at times.  You are in many ways reinventing yourself and changing how you think and process your emotions. Putting down the drink was the just first step, the beginning of the journey, today over three years later that journey has taken me to places I never considered.  Today, whenever I feel stuck, or that negativity and self-doubt is creeping back into my consciousness, I take a deep breath and tell myself to just do the next right thing.


-Greg Schult, Recovery Coach (CRPA)

2.17.21  A Tribute to Black History Month

President Ronald Reagan believed that “the foremost purpose of Black History Month is to make all Americans aware of this struggle for freedom and equal opportunity.” (www.loc.gov)

As people who are dedicated to the fight for equality of members of our community, it is important to highlight that there are a vast majority of our neighbors and fellows who don’t share the same advantages of feeling free. Addiction manifests in the lives of everyone and although our country has made significant strides to provide services, there are many who aren’t fortunate enough to experience recovery the same.

According to SAMHSA, 2.3 million African Americans suffer from Substance Use Disorder and of that 2.3 million, 88.7% do not have access to treatment. “While they have similar rates of opioid misuse as the general population, in recent years Blacks have experienced the greatest increase in rate of overdose deaths from non-methadone synthetic opioids.” (SAMHSA, 2020)

The time to be of service is now. Providing support to someone in need, making phone call, reaching out a helping hand may seem like small gestures but together, they make a big difference. Sherpa is here to help. We offer non-clinical recovery services and supports for individuals suffering from Substance Use Disorder and their family members. Our services are available from 10am-8pm Monday through Friday and 10am-6pm on Saturdays. Reach us at 516 592 7385 if you or someone you love is struggling and in need of support.

In light of Black History Month, I wanted to highlight the incredible work some of the members of the African American community have made to the advancement of all people struggling with Substance Use Disorder. Andrea Barthwell, M.D., FASAM, is founder and CEO of Two Dreams addiction treatment program. Lula A. Beatty, Ph.D., is director of the Special Populations Office, Office of the Director, at the National Institute on Drug Abuse (NIDA), where she has helped develop racial/ethnic minority research and health disparities programs. Peter Bell, an early advocate for addressing the special needs of African Americans within addiction treatment in the Unites States, co-founded and, for fifteen years, served as executive director of the Institute on Black Chemical Abuse. Jerome Adams, MD. Vice Admiral in the U.S. Public Health Commissioned Corps and the 20th Surgeon General of The United States. As Surgeon General Dr. Adams focused on the treatment of opioid use disorders, reducing opioid overdose deaths and addressing the COVID 19 Pandemic. (http://www.museumofafricanamericanaddictionsrecovery.org/pioneers)


This Black History Month, I implore you to:

Dream like Martin

Lead like Harriet

Fight like Malcolm

Think like Garvey

Write like Maya

Build like Madam C.J.

Speak like Frederick

Educate like W.E.B.

Believe like Thurgood

Challenge like Rosa

Alexis Jinks, CASAC-T, CRPA

Sherpa Program Manager

2.1.21  Boost Your Own Recovery By Volunteering

Hi! I’m Kathie. I am new to FCA and super excited to be involved with such an amazing organization. For as long as I can remember I was always the one stepping up to help. It probably started in 3rd grade when the teacher asked who wanted to be an “office monitor”. My hand shot up even before I knew what I was signing up for. It was then that I realized I could make a difference. It didn’t matter the importance of the mission. It was the way I felt after I completed the task.  I felt the same sgood feelings banging erasers together in the school yard as I did bringing a hot lunch to the 2nd grader who broke her leg in a car accident. It just felt good, I felt high! I couldn’t explain it, but I knew I wanted more, of course back then I didn’t realize what endorphins were, but I know now! Here’s proof. https://www.simplemost.com/the-helpers-high-is-why-volunteering-makes-you-feel-so-good/

My love of wanting to “feel good” lead me around my whole life, before I knew it I was using substances to get those feelings and didn’t know how to stop. I no longer cared about helping others, it was all about me. How could I get more, and what could you do for me? The good news? My story has a happy ending, I found my way to recovery and I no longer take substances to get that feeling, today I find it in giving back.  Reaching out to a newcomer on the path to recovery for the first time, or taking a commitment to do service at a meeting.

After getting my life back on track, I wanted to connect with people outside of recovery. I wanted a connection to the community I lived in. The community I chose to raise my family. So when my son joined the Cub Scouts, they asked, who wants to be a Den Leader? When my son joined the theater group, they asked, who wants to be the stage mom? Once again my hand shot up before I knew what I was signing up for. In the end it was all worth it. There is was again!  That “feel good” feeling was back and I wanted more. What a great way to boost my recovery, give back to the community and be part of the change.

Maybe volunteering at Thrive Recovery and Outreach Community Center is exactly what you need to boost your recovery. There are several volunteer opportunities at Thrive, here are just a few.
•    Reception and Clerical-Answer phones, greet visitors (friendly and outgoing)
•    Special Event Planning-arrange refreshments and entertainment (party planner)
•    Workshop Development-provide workshops for special skillsets (special talent, shared hobbies)
•    Outreach Volunteers-content creators for flyers, social media and invites. (creative minds)

Volunteer orientation is the first Saturday of each month. Please visit the Get Involved portion of the THRIVE website for additional information.

There are so many great organizations in your community, here are a few of my favorites!
Island Harvest
Ruff House Rescue
Make-A-Wish Metro New York


1.25.21  New Year.  New Evolving You.

The New Year is a time to reflect on the past year – the struggles and the triumphs. The New Year is also a time of dreaming; planning all that you wish to accomplish in the coming months.

We strategize and compile resolutions in order to “become a better person”. I am going to start working out regularly. I am going to cut out sugar. I am going to learn how to play a musical instrument. I am going to learn a new language. Our plans start out with energy and confidence. Yet a few weeks into the year, many of us lose momentum and our once strict game plan becomes just an afterthought. Or even worse, it becomes a source of guilt because we think we “should” be creating this new habit.

Maybe we struggle to follow through with these resolutions because we feel a certain pressure to “fix” ourselves. If I am trying to fix myself, which implies that there is something wrong or unacceptable about me and it needs to change. Whew, that’s a lot of unnecessary stress.

I’ve learned in recovery that taking a more kind and compassionate approach to personal change is much more effective than beating myself up for not living up to my own (or others’) expectations.

Have you ever started out at the beginning of a year with a few weeks straight of practicing your new habit, then all of sudden 2-3 days have gone by and you just didn’t complete what you said you were going to do? Well congratulations, you are human. Humans make mistakes; life doesn’t always go as planned. Instead of approaching this gap in practice as a total failure and feeling as if everything is ruined, acknowledge it and then pick up the practice again tomorrow. Fall down; get back up. Fall down; get back up. Keep going. Before you know it, you could look back and see actual progress being made.

I have found that if I lessen the pressure on myself and create habits that are based on things that I think I might be good at or enjoy, I more easily commit and follow through. This year, my wish for everyone is a year of evolution, a year of nurturing your self-compassion and quieting your inner critic.   

On Mondays at 1pm, Thrive Recovery Center hosts a weekly peer group which realigns focus towards our progress called “Gratitude In Recovery”. As an ever-changing person in recovery, there may always be work to be done, but it is also so important to stop and recognize how far you have come. As the saying goes, progress not perfection!

Lauren O.
Person in Long-Term Recovery, THRIVE Nassau Volunteer


1.22.21 Wellness & A Healthy Lifestyle

How are you feeling right now, at this moment? How are you truly and deeply feeling in your body, mind, environment, and life?


For us to focus on health and wellness, we need to know what the difference between them are.


So, let us break it down:


Health is a state of being. Wellness is living a healthy lifestyle. Health refers to a person’s physical, mental, and social state. Wellness aims to enhance a person’s overall state, meaning that wellness is not just about being healthy and free from illness, and substances, it is about looking at yourself as a whole and how it contributes to your health and happiness.


By pursuing wellness, you are choosing to create a lifestyle that aims to enhance the wellbeing of every area of your life. This will support and improve your mental, emotional, social, intellectual, spiritual and physical state of being.


Health may be a part of life that a lot of people take for granted. For individuals going through recovery, health becomes a crucial tool that needs to be used, a muscle that needs to be exercised, in the fight to stay clean.

By changing your physical habits and attitude, you can directly impact your mental feelings and overall wellbeing. Making healthy lifestyle choices is essential for recovery, and an important part for one’s overall wellness.

I cannot stress enough how important it is to remember that during this time, regardless of how alone and isolated we may feel, emotionally we are not… 


THRIVE recovery offers both in person and online meetings, throughout the day. On the calendar for this month, we are offering multiple different Wellness groups.


Sherpa is available if there are any acute crisis that should arise, and we can be reached at 516 592 7385 from 10am-8pm.


As we continue to get through this, I want to wish each and every one of you a safe, COVID free journey.

1.04.21- The Value of Meditation & Movement for Personal Wellness

Jennifer K.– Thrive Nassau Volunteer

Let us begin with the definition of meditation.  Everyone has their own definition of meditation. If you tried you could probably find 200 different meanings of what meditation is to you and to 200 different people.   For example, for me meditation is connecting my body with my breath and mind to a place where I feel centered and present. Let’s face it not though, not everyone has an easy time with sitting still or some struggle with concentrating, some just don’t have the time or patience.


Alternatively, many of those that cannot find relief with traditional meditation will find relief with movement meditation.   Movement meditation uses the movement of our bodies to help quiet our minds. The movement of our muscles, our extremities in combination with our controlled breathing allows us to expel excess energy that we incur just from everyday stressors in life.  Releasing the left-over tension in our bodies actually help us to focus easier.


Exercise is a great form of movement meditation. A perfect example of this is the practice yoga. Yoga aligns itself particularly well because of the close association with breathing and movement of the body. Although, any movement can be incorporated; even running, swimming or cycling.


The main goal is to focus on quieting our minds, controlling our breathing and becoming present as we move our bodies. As time progresses and you learn to control your thoughts easier you feel calmer and more present.  Like regular meditation you will not only reap the benefits of a more pleasant well-being but you will also have physical rewards from the act of moving. You will start to feel happier not just after your workouts.  Also, you will begin to become more watchful and conscience of your thoughts. Especially those that are not helpful and or toxic.


12.19.20  Staying on Track During the Holiday Season

The holiday season can often leave you feeling stressed out, overwhelmed, and depleted. It is important to take care of yourself and your recovery in order to avoid many of the stressors that can come with the holidays.  
In recovery, I’ve learned different ways to alleviate stress and anxiety. I’ve tried different tools and practices for stress management and I use the ones that work for me. There is no one pathway, no one size fits all approach. Just as there are multiple pathways to recovery and some of them didn’t work for me, I was open minded to trying and exploring new things in order to find what works best for me.

  • Meditation or deep breathing. I start and end my day with a few minutes of meditation. There are those days when I hit snooze on my alarm clock to catch some more sleep and I then find myself in a rush to get ready. On those mornings when I don’t have as much time to spend on my morning self-care practice, I do either 5 minutes of meditation or 1-2 minutes. I understand the difficulty of trying to quiet the chatter in your mind. When I first began practicing meditation, I don’t think I even sat still for 30 seconds! I moved on to the next and tried again the following day. I began to use meditation apps to assist me in my practice. Headspace and Insight Timer are both great apps to try, and they’re both free to download and use. YouTube also has guided meditations and meditation sounds. At bedtime I usually have more time to meditate and I enjoy listening to a 15 minute long guided YouTube meditation before I drift off to sleep. If meditation is not for you, and you find yourself feeling very stressed out or angry, I suggest taking a few deep breaths. Even two or three deep breaths can help to calm down your mind and body.     


  • Express Gratitude. Listing at least five things that you’re grateful for either in your mind or on paper helps to increase your mood if you’re feeling down, stressed out, or stuck in negative thought patterns. I keep a gratitude list in my journal, which I write in daily. I try to write different things every day that I feel grateful for – my family, my fiancé, my friends, my recovery, my health, and my car.   


  • Journaling. I enjoy writing in my journal daily as a way for me to wind down at the end of my day and get rid of all the excess mind chatter. You can write whatever comes to your mind. There are no rules, and no one is going to read it, unless you want to share it with someone. There are different styles of journaling such as bullet journaling, where you use bullet points and write out whatever it is that you feel called to write. Pinterest has lots of ideas on how to start a bullet journal, journaling styles, etc.


  • Spend time in nature, get some fresh air, or go for a walk. Many people are stuck at home during this time, and now that we are retreating into the winter months, more people choose to do things indoors. Going outside, and getting fresh air after being in my house for 3-4 days in a row feels rejuvenating. Taking my dog for a short walk gives me two reasons to get out of my house – exercise for my physical health as well as my dog! I have a small 9 year old Yorkshire Terrier named Spike and he has arthritis in his back left paw. It doesn’t affect his ability to walk and run but I know that exercise is important for my dog to keep him in good health. I enjoy spending time in nature at my local park. Being surrounded by nature with the sound of the wind blowing or the birds chirping – Somewhere in that stillness I feel grounded, centered, and connected to the Earth.


  • Do something kind for someone. Acts of kindness for others help you to feel good. When I do something kind for someone else, whether it’s big or small, It warms my heart and makes me feel good knowing that I helped someone and touched someone else’s life in a positive way. It can be something as simple as holding the door for the person behind you.

At THRIVE, we have a Meditation group that meets every Tuesday and Thursday at 12pm, and a meeting called “Gratitude in Recovery” that meets every Monday at 1pm. Both meetings are available in person and on Zoom.  Please visit www.thriveli.org to view our calendar of events, and to learn more about our groups and services. If you need help or support, you can always reach out to THRIVE.

Lucille Marchica, Person in Long-Term Recovery, CRPA-Provisional, THRIVE Nassau Volunteer


12.16.20  Fitness & Healthy Choices During The Pandemic

Hi everyone, it’s Erin again! Has the pandemic effected your motivation to want to live a healthy lifestyle? How do you work out and stay active? I want to share with you some of my healthy lifestyle journey and where I am at today with motivation, during these times of uncertainty.

Towards the end of my drinking career I had gained a lot of weight in a short period of time. I became more insecure than I already was about appearance. I worried about what others thought of me. But it got to that point where I was sick and tired of feeling sick. I had the willingness to be open to change in my life. My first year of sobriety I focused on staying sober, gaining a sober support network, and attending fellowship meetings. After my first year I began to create new goals for myself as well as growing in my sobriety. January 2nd, 2019 I became sick and tired of feeling bad about my appearance. Come to realize later on that it doesn’t matter how big or small I am. Weight loss won’t change how I am feeling inside.

When I began my weight loss journey, I started out doing Weight Watchers. Initially WW worked out great for me. I was motivated and determined to get to where I wanted to be. I was feeling great! During that time I also signed up for the gym. I was working out a few times a week. But I am a creature of habit, just because I stop drinking and work a program doesn’t mean I can’t get addicted to anything else. I became obsessed with tracking what I was eating and how many points I would have in the day. My fears and delusional thoughts telling me, “I’m not good enough” were holding me back. I was totally self-sabotaging. I decided to stop tracking my food and weight. It wasn’t until I stopped WW that I got to where I wanted to be.

At this point I was happy, having a balanced healthy lifestyle where I was working out and mindful of what I was putting into my body. I am someone that likes structure. That’s why I enjoyed going to the classes at NYSC (the gym I was initially going to). After a while of pushing myself to the gym I felt more comfortable and confident with what I was doing. I knew that no one would force me to go, I had to want it for me.  One of the instructors at the gym had mentioned CrossFit to me which at that point I was interested in doing. In the past, CrossFit was something I had heard of but was too intimidated to try. At this point I knew that I had to remain willing to give myself a chance and to do things out of my comfortable zone. So I joined CrossFit Seize the Day.

Knowing that everything is only temporary helped motivate me through my journey. I’ve learned that it’s really about being in the present. I felt like it was something greater than me that removed the urge to go to town on a cake. I would have a few pieces of chocolate and was content. I had never experienced that before. I usually wouldn’t be able to just have a few of anything. I think in a way what helped me was that since I was consistently losing weight I was determined to keep going. Once I started doing CrossFit, my healthy fit living changed even more. I was going to the classes at least 3 times a week. I began learning more about my nutrition and living on a paleo based diet. It’s really a community of people coming together that enjoy working out and motivating one another. I felt apart of and as if I was on a team which I had never felt before.

When I was younger I would get anxiety about being on a team. I used to swim, run cross country and play soccer. But I decided to stop. I let my fears and irrational thinking of not being good enough get in the way of doing things for myself. I was putting myself down for so long that I became unmotivated to do sports. It wasn’t until I got sober, I gained self-esteem by doing things for others and not always thinking about myself. I was very selfish and self-centered. It wasn’t until having the realization, it’s not about me, that I was able to move forward with the uncomfortability.

Realizing it’s not about me. People are just trying to do the same thing as me… be happy and get by with life. There may be someone staring at me but who cares? I’m just doing me! It can be uncomfortable having someone stare but who knows what they are thinking? I would always think they are judging me but at the end of the day, I don’t know nor do I need to know. Everyone has their own opinion and that isn’t my business.

Thanksgiving last year I decided to give myself a bit of a break. I would go to the gym occasionally and ate really whatever I wanted. I told myself that I would get back on track once the New Year comes around… which wasn’t the case. I was still not really focusing on living any type of healthy life style and was going to the gym less.  I would want to go to the gym but I wouldn’t make time for it.

Come March I am stuck in quarantine; I knew that my lifestyle could go one of two ways. Instead of sitting around being lazy and complacent I decided to work out, and be as active as possible. On my lunch breaks I would go for runs, bike ride, and/or workout. I began juicing again and doing the things I had been slacking on months before that. I’ve realized that working out and staying active makes me feel good emotionally and physically. I loved having more time for me.

 Fast forward to August, I stopped working out as much but continued to stay active wither it was hiking or going for an occasional run. I began working in-person at Thrive Recovery Center fulltime again. Since then I’ve been having a hard time balancing work, my personal life and self-care. I haven’t really made time for myself to workout. I had gotten so used to being able to do things from home that once I began working in person I fell off.

In the beginning of the pandemic, I had to adjust to the change. So why am I having a hard time with adjusting to change now? Why not make time for myself to work out now?  My thoughts have been, well if I get a gym membership now it might a waste if we have to go back into quarantine; it’s also going cold out so I’ll have to work out inside or I am more motivated when I have someone to work out with…

These are all excuses I’ve made for myself. Excuses aren’t going to get me anywhere. Instead of sitting around doing nothing why not get up and move around? If I’m not taking time for myself I am going to end up feeling warn out which leads me to complacency. What it comes down to was surrender, being in the present, and willingness to do things even when I don’t feel like doing them. I’ve learned that surrender, being in the present, and willingness has to be done in all aspects of my life, not just in my recovery. Once I focus on these three things, I am able to continue to grow in my healthy life style.


12.3.20 Planning Towards Our Future Success

What if the challenge of the moment was really an opportunity to press pause, to reflect, to discover?
What if the uncertainty of these times is really a gift to redirect, inspire, develop?
If we take the time and focus on what fuels fear, how would we recover?

Recovery is a part of everyone’s life, and those who self-disclose are no stranger to the skills that are necessary for ongoing survival. We need to utilize those skills more now than ever.  The holiday season is here, combine that with the uncertainty of the times and you have a breeding ground for old behaviors and insecurities to gain center stage in your minds and scream loud. The good news is- the essence of your recovery foundation is powerful.  It is totally normal to feel drained by the current state of “living” but don’t forget just how many supports you have at your fingertips to combat them. Whether its COVID “fatigue” or the anxiety of the impending holiday season- THRIVE has a ton of resources available for you to choose a from.

For my survival- I have always turned to journaling.  Writing has always been an integral part of my recovery process and has served me timelessly, as a steadfast reflection of my hopes and fears but also my successes.  During some of the darkest moments of my life, I journaled for an outlet.

It made me think, "what if"...

What if this process was a gift for me to own. What if I changed how I handled what happened to me as an opportunity, what if this process was exactly what I needed to press pause?”

I can’t help but think, how similar I feel now. During such unstable times, the most important piece of anyone’s recovery is still action forward thinking and planning towards our future success. We owe it to ourselves, and every other individual who is struggling and still searching.  Recovery is based in connection, but that connection is not just with others; it is finding love within and using that to heal and grow. Healing is what helps us propel to the next best version of ourselves. The process is ongoing and everchanging, but we must never stay idle.

So,  “What if we take today's opportunity and create tomorrow’s success?”   That’s the mindset shift I need to keep me on track this holiday season. What’s yours?

Struggling with what could help,  come visit us at THRIVE! Meet with a recovery coach or check out our support groups! You are not alone, we are here to help.


11.30.20 Family Support

family hands in small.jpgReflection allows me to draw upon my experiences and I can honestly say that my experiences have shown me that Family Support has several parts. Prior to recovery from substance use disorder my perception was that families should have unconditional love and “no questions asked” kind of support at my disposal. I was so wrong. I am blessed to have learned that family support and unconditional love is really shown through setting hard boundaries and letting go of the idea that anyone can control the outcome of another’s life journey.

When my substance use disorder was active my family did not realize it was not helpful to allow me to continue to borrow money, stay in their homes, pay my bills, and bail me out of jail. They also weren’t helping when they were blaming the medical professionals, treatment providers and especially themselves. The decision to seek treatment was ultimately mine and nothing they were doing could create that surrender for me. They had no control over my outcome.

My family being my soft place to fall was essentially them putting a pillow under my rear end so it did not hurt when I was hitting the hard cold ground known as active addiction. I could not see that I needed help until they finally said, “NO MORE”. They finally came to a place in their lives where they realized I was not getting any better under their current definition of unconditional love and family support. So, they changed the definition.
This is when the magic happened. My family started to set hard boundaries with me. I was not given any financial assistance or support of any kind. If I was using mood- or mind-altering substances I was not welcome at their homes for any reason. Which for me meant I was NEVER allowed to be in their company.

For the first time in my life the current pain was finally greater than my fear of change. The intense mental torture of being alone, hungry, tired, dirty and with no options left forced me to surrender and ask for help.
That was 3 years ago. Yes 3 years!!! In my early recovery my family kept their boundaries and said until you rebuild your life entirely, we will not “help” you. After treatment at Nassau University Medical Center I went to live in a sober house. An FCA employee from THRIVE Recovery Community and Outreach Center came to that recovery house to tell us about the substance use disorder recovery services at thrive. My real-life journey began. My authentic self was born. THRIVE staff supported me in learning what their services and resources were, and I used every single one. Their groups, their legal barrier removal resources, their volunteer opportunities, LIRA’s recovery coach training and most importantly their support. My 12-step fellowship coupled with Thrive recovery community and outreach center created a solid foundation of recovery for me. That solid foundation is where I still stand today. UNSHAKEABLE!

You see unconditional love is really defined by showing up for ourselves to live a life of freedom both mentally and physically. Hallelujah!! Recovery for individuals and families is possible.

The FCA THRIVE and SHERPA Programs will show you the way, too!  Anyone, anywhere needing support with substance use disorder or substance use exposure please be courageous and reach out for support:

THRIVE Suffolk: (631)8722-3396
THRIVE Nassau: (516)765-7600
SHERPA Nassau and Suffolk: (516)592-7385



11.24.20  Black Friday Temptations- Overshopping & Overspending

November has long been known for preparation of Thanksgiving and the two largest shopping days of the year, Black Friday and Cyber Monday. When we think of Thanksgiving, we think about families across the country traveling and gathering around large tables to feast on turkey, stuffing, cranberry sauce and a whole host of other dishes as they celebrate gratitude and love. For a lot of our population battling Substance Use Disorder, this picture is far from the norm. As a member of the recovery community, Thanksgiving for me hasn’t always been the same as a lot of other people. I am no stranger to an isolated Thanksgiving Day. I also am very familiar with those feelings of loneliness and sadness being comforted by overshopping and overspending.

This year has not be easy for most of the population from adjusting to a new normal, to grieving loss of loved ones, loss of jobs, homes, savings; the list goes on.

Black Friday and Cyber Monday are the two largest shopping days of the year. In past years, people went out in droves to purchase items they don’t necessarily need simply because they were on sale and “may use them in the future.” Shopping addiction is also an affliction in our society and Black Friday and Cyber Monday both trigger addiction. I found a great article that talks about this phenomenon. https://www.dw.com/en/psychology-of-shopping-sprees-on-black-friday-your-brain-forgets-everything-else/a-46407306

When we take a look at particular seasons that trigger relapses in recovery and add in the isolation and stress we have all been experiencing during this time, it can be very dangerous for the recovery population at large.
There is a solution, however. Although we must remain socially distant, proper PPE and adherence to guidelines allows for us to share this communal time together with others. THRIVE Recovery and Outreach Centers (both Westbury and Hauppauge locations) offer open hours during the holiday to provide comfort and a space where people can voice their concerns as well as express their gratitude for this time of year.

Around the country, Mutual Aid Fellowship based groups offer 24-hour meetings on Zoom (information can be accessed on your local intergroup websites).

I cannot stress enough how important it is to remember that during this time, however physically isolated we may be, emotionally you are not alone. Sherpa is also available if there are an acute crisis that should arise, and we can be reached at 516 592 7385 from 10am-8pm.

As we continue this journey together, I want to wish each and every one of you a safe, COVID free, positive holiday.


Alexis Jinks, CASAC-T, CRPA
Program Manager for Sherpa, FCA’s Peer-Led Crisis Intervention Program


11.20.20  Advocacy & Education

empowerment.jpgBefore becoming an active participant in the recovery community on Long Island, I had a very limited view of what recovery looked like. It wasn’t until I became open minded enough to accept that multiple pathways is a reality for individuals recovering from Substance Use Disorder. Mutual aid meetings were all that I knew and I was boxed into one method. Since participating in the Recovery Coach Academy, I have been able to see other individuals’ recovery from a more open minded perspective. Our approach to helping people find their own pathway to recovery has opened my eyes to meeting people where they are and motivating them to take action within their comfort zone. We have seen more success across the board with harm reduction and empowering individuals to take charge of their own recovery rather than formulating a generic template for everybody. Every individual is different and their plan of recovery should be specific to their own needs.


There was a time earlier on in my recovery when I did not believe in Medication-Assisted Treatment (MAT) for substance use disorder, believing that they would ultimately hinder any chance at long term abstinence. My experience in support of serving struggling individuals with substance use disorder since has shown a much larger success rate in pursuing a life of recovery rather than continue living actively using in a detrimental way. MAT prescriptions assist people suffering from Opioid Use Disorder in bridging a gap between active use and maintained abstinence. Not all individuals are willing or capable of spending time in a treatment facility for detox. MAT prescriptions grant individuals the comfortability of not being in severe withdrawal from substances, while allowing them to explore therapy for behavioral change with a clearer mind. This provides opportunities that have not been as widely available before.


Since joining the recovery community on Long Island, not only have my views on certain issues changed, but I have been openly shown the amount of work and advocacy that goes into supporting individuals with Substance Use Disorder. Friends of Recovery – NY have been spearheading the movement since before I had even began to know what recovery meant for me and my own well-being, sending advocates annually to Albany in order to advocate for the public resources necessary to help those who seek and need it. This has resulted in additional funding of Recovery Community and Outreach Centers and Centers of Treatment Innovation (COTI), making recovery related services more accessible to New York communities.


Recovery Community and Outreach Centers have been able to provide resources and support for many individuals with SUD who may not be interested in engaging with treatment providers. THRIVE Recovery Centers in Hauppauge & Westbury on Long Island provide a safe space for people in recovery or seeking recovery. Taking a person centered approach, THRIVE encourages all participants to seek multiple pathways to recovery in order to find what works best for them as well as encouraging people to learn from others and develop their own support through THRIVE’s wide array of recovery groups. While MAT wasn’t as widely accepted by the community, advocacy has changed the way treatment providers look at harm reduction rather than abstinence only care. Now, many treatment providers have been offering MAT solutions to their participants or have a resource available that is capable of doing so.


Finally, the Federal Government has acknowledged the necessity of making MAT services accessible to as many people as possible. Effective October 1, 2020, the Support Act of 2018 amended the Social Security Act to mandate Medicare and Medicaid coverage of Medication Assisted Treatments and drugs, breaking down another barrier to individuals who are in search of their own pathway toward recovery.


My time spent in the field as a Certified Recovery Peer Advocate has shown me that the recovery population in my area has a voice that is heard. We do recover and we will do all that we can to make all pathways of recovery available to as many people who want it, giving them an opportunity to live their life to their utmost potential.


11.16.20  How Do You Maintain Your Recovery During the Holiday Season?

How do you maintain your recovery during the holiday season?  If I ask myself this question, I can look back at the years in which I struggled with Substance Use Disorder and honestly say that, while active, it really didn’t matter if it was a holiday or not. Each day was the same.  Holiday, or not, I was putting myself into situations in which I was surrounding myself with PEOPLE, PLACES, and THINGS that were unhealthy and encouraged my disease to progress.  So, the same applies to my recovery today: I surround myself with PEOPLE, PLACES, and THINGS that support and encourage me to progress in my recovery.   During the holiday season, I continue to do what I do every day to maintain my recovery:  I stay connected to my Recovery Community, Support Group, and my Higher Power.   


There are many people in long-term recovery out there who are part of a greater Recovery Community.  Finding my own support network has been crucial for me to maintain my sobriety.  There are many avenues one can seek for support: 12-Step Programs, Smart Recovery, Refuge Recovery, Spiritual Centers, and, of course, the various programs, groups, and support available through the THRIVE Recovery Community.  From the positive connections I have made in my recovery, I gain support, seek guidance, and apply suggestions from people who have been able to maintain long-term recovery.  The more I apply what is suggested to me, the more I have been able to maintain my recovery…and the more I maintain my recovery through several holidays, the more I have come to enjoy the holiday season.  So how do I enjoy, and not just endure, the holiday season?  


First, I need to check my motives for going into a holiday event or situation that may be stressful and/or a place where people will be drinking.  I need to ask myself if I have a legitimate reason for being there.  A legitimate reason is one in which I am NOT seeking to “take” from a situation.  This I did for many years while active.  Am I going to an event to “prove” something to myself or others, or for some other selfish/self-seeking motive?  Or, am I going because I am grateful for my sobriety, my loved ones, and the opportunity to be placed in a position to be helpful to others?  It is important to check my motives, and I oftentimes do this by speaking to members of my Support Group.
After I check my motives with myself and others, I can go to an event or stay away, whichever seems best.  I don’t have to place myself in a position to jeopardize my recovery.  The article, 12 Tips for Staying Clean and Sober During the Holidays, stresses this as well, stating that one must “make sobriety your top priority. If you think about it, all holiday parties are optional. If you don’t think the activity is going to be good for your recovery, it’s okay not to go. You can politely decline the party invite...” If I decide not to go to an event, I reach out to other people in recovery, spend the holidays with them, and start to get on a more solid “spiritual ground.” In the article, 37 Ideas to Help You Stay Sober During the Holidays, they suggest to “Plan your own celebrations. If you aren’t going traveling for the holidays, plan to celebrate with local AA or NA friends. If you haven’t been invited, do the inviting yourself. Follow old family traditions or start some of your own.”  


If I decide to go into an event or situation, I think of what I can bring to the event.  I focus on what I can give, rather than take.  If I am spending Thanksgiving or Christmas with my family, I help cook/serve the food, help clean up, wash the dishes, and hang out with the kids.  All these activities help me to get out of my own head.  The article, 12 Tips for Staying Clean and Sober During the Holidays, echoes this suggestion by stating that, “regardless of your faith or spiritual beliefs, the holidays are really about two things: giving and gratitude. When we focus on these, the other things such as resentment, disappointment, anger, worry, self-loathing show up far less often and cannot find a foothold in our hearts.”


There are many other practical suggestions I apply as well to avoid negativity and foster positivity in my recovery.  While we can’t always avoid certain PEOPLE, PLACES, and THINGS, many helpful suggestions can be found online that have worked for myself and others.  Below is a list of some of the suggestions that I have found to be useful in maintaining my recovery through the holiday season that appear online:


From 12 Tips for Staying Clean and Sober During the Holidays, by Crossroads Centre Antigua:

  • Plan Ahead. Always take your own vehicle to holiday parties so YOU can control your destiny. Also, take a sober companion with you for support and pay close attention to relapse triggers: H.A.L.T: Hungry. Angry. Lonely. Tired. Arrive late and leave early.
  • Increase Support... as you plan each day in November and December, start with 12-step support…This could mean bookending a holiday event with phone calls to someone in recovery before and after the event. Commit to attend a 12-step meeting (or two) each day…Also, if you’re traveling to another city, plan ahead and make sure you attend meetings there as well…
  • Be mindful of time spent around your relatives – know your limits. We all have our own version of crazy Aunt Mildred who is going to criticize your career choice and make you feel “less than” or Uncle Harry who will insist on you having his famous holiday drink….We most likely have strained family relationships that have been simmering for years. This type of stress can lead us to rationalize and convince ourselves we are entitled to a drink. Instead, surround yourself with supportive loved ones that will help you follow the steps to staying clean and sober.

In the article, 37 Ideas to Help You Stay Sober During the Holidays, from the Recovery Book, they suggest:

  • It’s okay to tell people you are now in recovery… It’s your choice whether or not you want to tell people. One good reason to be open about it: If your friends don’t know you’ve given up alcohol, they may lead you into temptation without intending to. Another reason: When you let it be known that you don’t drink, you offer support and encouragement to others who are thinking about sobriety but are afraid to take the leap. You just might be the catalyst that gets someone else started on recovery.
  • Stay sober at the party: Serve yourself. If you can, bring your own water bottle or soda, so you don’t even have to go near the bar. If you don’t bring your own, when you arrive head straight to the refreshments and help yourself to a safe option. Keep your beverage in your hand for the rest of your time at the party… That way you won’t have to keep turning down offers of something to drink. People won’t be asking you and unknowingly tempting you. If you set your drink down while dancing or when you step into the bathroom, get a new one when you return. Don’t take a chance on anyone having accidentally switched drinks or good-naturedly topped yours off, or even worse, slipped a drug into it.

In the article, How to stay sober during the Holidays: 9 Tips from People in Recovery, the following is suggested:

  • Rehearse Your Script to Manage Pushy People.  You are bound to be offered a drink or a drug at some point. And when you politely decline, people can push and prod. You can say, “I don't drink for health reasons''…If they still push ("Oh, one won't hurt!") just repeat the sentence... If they continue, just walk away... You owe no explanation.
  • Have an Exit Strategy for Events That May Turn Stressful.  It doesn't hurt to make plans for after the major part of the family activity if you anticipate that it’s going to be stressful... You can tell the host, "I will be there, but I have something else I have to do later." You could also ask a friend to call you at a specific time... Depending on how the event is going, you can tell your dinner companions that a friend needs help and you need to go, or just excuse yourself for a short talk, then rejoin the dinner if it's going well.

An excerpt from Alcoholics Anonymous states, “While you were drinking, you were withdrawing from life little by little. Now you are getting back into the social life of this world.” (Pg. 102)  THRIVE is here as a supportive space for Recovery during this holiday season.  Those of us in Recovery do not have to withdraw and isolate during the holiday season.  In fact, the opposite is true.  It is crucial that I stay connected to positive PEOPLE, PLACES, and THINGS to maintain my recovery.  Today, I can spend the holiday season with people who are on this journey with me to live a healthier lifestyle, one day at a time.  It takes time, practice, vigilance, and perseverance to always keep my recovery as my top priority.  But with humility, gratitude and a positive support system in place, I have learned to enjoy life and the holiday season, and I wish the same for you…Happy Holidays!


11.09.20  Running in Recovery

When I first entered the rooms of AA I struggled with all the ‘suggestions’ on the practices I could add to my daily routine to help maintain my sobriety.  It felt overwhelming and in some instances pointless.  You want me to pray every day? Not happening. Meditate? My ADD won’t allow it.  A daily inventory before I go to bed? I don’t even know what that means.  A gratitude list? Ha! That’s a short list.


I was feeling somewhat deflated, here I was finally surrendering to my addiction in a thrive blog image 1.pngchurch basement with a bunch of strangers and now what was being told to me felt like joining a cult. I wondered if a blood oath would be required.


Now to be clear, I have nothing against those practices and the people that are able to incorporate them into their lives.  Kudos to them, but I’m just not there yet, will I ever be? Maybe. Will my recovery suffer if I never get on my knees and prayer in the morning? Probably not, but the key is progress not perfection, right? I needed to find something that would work for me, a time during the day when I could just be alone with my thoughts.  Sitting on my floor in the Lotus Position wasn’t an option so I decided to change the way I ran.


I have always enjoyed running, that release of joy I feel when my whole body is in sync is a high that elevates my mood.  And the ‘runner’s high’ is legit, don’t take my word for it, even science says so. The difference now is how and when I run. Morning runs never happened when I was drinking, rarely was I up before 9am because I was sleeping off a hangover.  I was mostly a night time runner on a treadmill at a gym with my headphones on.  I would often get a quick run in before I went out for the night and drank myself into oblivion.  At the time, this was my definition of a ‘healthy’ lifestyle. 


Now in my recovery I’m up around 7am every morning, I lace up my sneakers and head out to Caumsett State park.  Just the act of being outside at that time is a revelation for me, mornings and I never really got along. By being outdoors I’ve eliminated the distractions of a gym and my phone.  I can just focus on the running.  I am able to enjoy the way my body feels when I run, to focus on my breathing, to be present in the moment. For me, this is when I pray, it doesn’t have to be anything profound, it usually isn’t, and just a simple “thank you for this moment” is enough.  As with meditation, breathing is everything when you are running.thrive blog image 2.png  I can’t run long distances unless I focus on my breathing, and when my mind wanders, like it does when I attempt to meditate I have to bring my mind back to the breathing.  So instead of blaring a playlist through my iPhone I listen to my feet hit the ground, the wind blowing through the trees, the sounds of birds, squirrels and the occasional startled deer.  This is when I assess how I’m feeling, what is bothering me, if I have any resentments and if I’m lucky, maybe even some things I’m grateful for.  It’s my way of meditating, of clearing my head and enjoying some time to myself.


The beauty of recovery is it can be as personal as you make it.  You own it, you shape it, and you build it from the ground up so it can support you in the best possible way.  And over time our recovery will evolve into places we probably never even considered.   Who knows, maybe someday I’ll be on my knees praying or writing an extensive gratitude list.  But for right now, my recovery needs me on that trail running.


By:  Greg S., Recovery Coach


11.5.20 Power of Positivity

Hello!  My name is Erin. I am a Recovery Coach at THRIVE Recovery Center. I started working at THRIVE in the very beginning of March (a week before the pandemic happened). I want to share some of my experience on the power of positivity and how it has changed my life even especially over the last seven months of uncertainty.


I have learned that I can get through anything with faith and positivity. When Positivity.jpgstarting the job, I obviously didn’t expect a global pandemic to put a pause on the world. Early on, I realized this would have an impact on people’s wellbeing and society as we knew it. There have been days that I have just wanted to pull the covers over my head and not do anything. There were times when I felt anxious, partially due to the uncertainty of not knowing what will happen. This feeling of uncertainty comes and goes but we must realize that every day is a new day.


We have the ability to start our day over at any time. I can choose to let people, places, and things affect my state of mind or I can look within myself and focus on being okay with me. In the past, I would use substances to get out of myself and to avoid my feelings. In order for me to be content with my life today, I focus on spending my time doing things that are good for me, whether I like it at the time or not.


When I focus on the negative, I will only attract negative. Exercising awareness and acceptance allows me to move forward from the negative so that I do not take things on that are not aligned with my spiritual journey. During the pandemic, I began looking at life differently. I can choose to stay fearful of the alarming concerns of the world or focus on being with myself in the present.


Before the pandemic and world being put on pause, I would get so wrapped up in comparing myself to others, what I was or was not doing. I would set expectations for myself that I could not achieve. When I would achieve certain goals, I would put myself down by always wanting to do better. I can be my own worst critic. It is not a good feeling to have when you’re alone in thought. The pandemic gave me the chance to stop, think, and act on what I really want to spend my time doing. I began doing things that I always wanted to do but didn’t make time for, such as meditating, positive affirmations, starting a YouTube channel, AnRa energy healing, working out, gardening, traveling, hiking, and more! These are all things I had been wanting to do but would not do them because I was so wrapped up in everyday life events.  


Activities that I have found therapeutic to me have helped me stay happy and to live in the present. Gardening was something I always loved to do.  My mom and I began growing fruits and vegetables. We would try reusing the fruits and vegetables that we would get at the store by putting the roots in water. I am now growing a pineapple! Who would have thought that could be done in New York?


Meditation has been another key tool for me. I found a YouTuber that does guided meditations and yoga on her channel called Boho Beautiful. I also use the app insight timer, which has millions of different mediations. These two resources have aided in my meditation experience. There were daily morning meditations that gave me a sense of serenity and comfort despite everything going on. I began running a daily morning meditation which was something I had been wanting to do to get people together and sharing our spiritual experiences.


Spreading love and positivity is a peaceful way to live. Living in fear and full of concerns will make us feel miserable and depressed.  For myself, I have learned that life consists of choices. For example, I can choose to stay up late and watch TV or I can go to bed early. If I choose to go to bed early even when I don't want to, I wake up feeling refreshed because I took care of myself. If I choose to stay up late and watch TV, I will most likely be tired the next day and feel off. What we do in this very moment may in a sense have a ripple effect on what is to come next.


It is easy to go on with our lives the way we have been living for so long. But we are the ones who can choose the way we want to live our journey. We may feel uncomfortable doing the things we know we will benefit from. I was told that when we are uncomfortable, it means we are growing and this makes perfect sense. I might dread the discomfort in the moment but if it is doing something positive for me which I will ultimately grow from, why not give it a shot?


5.11.20  Wellness Through Nature #4

I’ve found myself missing the daily act of driving to work in the morning. That sounds bonkers living on Long Island, so please let me explain. It is very, very true that our traffic volume can be a true test of one’s patience and aggression from fellow motorists can lead to moments of hair-pulling insanity. Yet this time alone in my car just prior to the start of the work day is incredibly valuable to my wellness and recovery. Although just nine weeks removed, it feels like a life-time ago.wellness blog4 image.jpg

As the quarantine progresses into May, differentiating between days of the week seems a more taxing process. The chilly, damp mornings of spring start to blend together. Prior routines start to fade from thought, replaced by a new groove. Taking the time to reflect on my previous patterns has brought fresh understandings on my needs for daily wellness.

The solitude spent in self-reflection, prayer and meditation while driving to and from work every day has been VITAL self-care. Transitioning this practice to this new temporary quarantine weirdness took some time. No, I didn’t start driving around the empty parkways and local roads, although that thought did cross my mind.

I have found that going on 45-minute morning and evening walks alone around my neighborhood to temporarily replace this practice. I still begin my day with prayer and meditation, but in place of where I would get in my car for my daily commute I allot that time to walking around the blocks near my home. This new routine has become just as important! Not only in providing the solitude and time for self-reflection but dedicating time to appreciate the natural beauty just outside my front door.

The last few weeks of morning/evening walks have been a series of mini-adventures. I now look forward to visiting the “husband and wife” pair of ducks that visit the neighbor’s side yard. As you can tell I’ve given them a full marriage backstory, where they happened to visit Babylon on their honeymoon and have found it a nice, quaint plot of land with the reduced car volume from quarantine. Later in the walk I put in my earbuds to cancel out any noise, just as my car acts as sound-reducing box. I walk in silence taking in the sights while mentally planning out my work day. Appreciating the flowers and blooming trees around my block can always bring me back to the moment when I want to focus on mindfulness.

This simple routine “replacement” has provided time to mentally prep for the day’s work ahead, while enjoying the outdoors. I return home from my walk and immediately start up my work. This work from home environment has reduced the barrier between personal and business. Incorporating a brief nature walk to bridge home and work helps some. It also aids in the post-work adjustment as well, relieving any tension I might have absorbed throughout and dedicating time to being outside when trips to a park might not fit the schedule.

So I urge you to be creative and open-minded in finding your self-care practices during quarantine. There is much the natural environment has to offer us!

Wellness Through Nature- #3

Some days are just harder than others. A generalized rk blog post 4.25 img.jpgstatement, sure, but one I find personally true for life in recovery from substance use disorder with a mental health diagnosis. Days like today don’t often make sense from a third-party perspective. It is a Saturday morning with a vibrant sun radiating a comfortably warm mid-60*. There is a roof over my head, food in my fridge, job where much of my life’s passion can be shared, and a supportive collective of friends and family in my life. I wake up today in good physical health and without the desire for a drink or a drug. Fortunate, beyond fortunate in so many ways it could fill volumes of books.


All of these blessings, but it’s a struggle to get out of bed today. It is a fight to move the bed blankets, tucked tightly around my body, from covering my face. The sound of my housemates moving cheerfully throughout the house causes an almost involuntary reaction where I want to hide in this darkness of solitude. It is now after 9am, the noise from the world outside slowly increases in pitch. Cars and motorcycles pass by my window. I retreat further into my cocoon. My phone buzzes away on the nightstand with notifications of text messages and phone calls, it feels like a swarm of bees circling above the warm comforter.


And I know deep down what is happening to me internally… all the signs have been slowly pointing in this direction for a few days now. Avoiding responding to friends and family on a timely basis with anti-social feelings, this incredibly strong desire for isolation, and a “blah” feeling – not feeling happy or sad where I normally would – just “blah”. I’ve entered a period of depression.


So, on a day like today, when it feels like such an immense chore and labor to crawl out of bed I KNOW I need to fight. Fight to get in that shower. Fight to eat a decent breakfast. Fight to get in the car and head to the beach. Fight to sit at this picnic table and write these feelings down. Fight to sit in silence listening to the waves crest on the shoreline. Fight to slow my thinking down through breathing exercises as I sit under the warm sunrays. Fight to pick up that phone to call a peer, someone in my support network who I trust with my deepest of emotions.


The fight gets easier as morning gives way to afternoon. The longer I sit here soaking in the natural surroundings, over-time the underlying feeling of ‘going through the motions’ fades into slivers of peace. The metaphorical lead blanket weighing me down starts to slide off my shoulders. The ocean breeze now brings a welcoming aroma of salt water. I begin to appreciate the pesky seagulls flying overhead, bringing back fond memories of family beach days. The extended periods of meditation, while fellow beachgoers make noise around me, becomes easier to maintain. The sand between my toes grounds me to the moment. While not feeling like myself, I now find my anchor of comfort during the mental health storm. Here in nature.


What I have learned throughout the years, what this blog post is describing, is how my connection to the natural world is one of my most prized sources of light in moments of darkness. It is okay to not be okay. My truth is that some days are more difficult than others. The other side of the tunnel always exists, I get there feeling appreciative of the experience. While in the difficult days, increasing my time outdoors in nature can be a saving grace.

Working in the Human Services field I know of MANY resources and self-care techniques. However, this does not exclude me from experiencing a chemical imbalance nor a life-event triggering a depressive episode. The resources and techniques limit these episodes and ALWAYS pull me out of the abyss. It certainly can for you as well! Find your local park, walk around your neighborhood, and visit the shores of Long Island. Allow yourself the time to heal. Know that when and if you’re in a place to reach out for support, there are people like myself here. Those with lived experience. Recovery peers and peer-led support groups. The doors of THRIVE are open if you are in need of support.  

Wellness Through Nature – #2

Hi everyone!! I hope you’re all HEALTHY and HAPPY. I’m grateful to share that I am.

In my first blog post for www.thriveli.org, I detailed how during my RECOVERY from substance use disorder I’ve found that my health is deeply rooted to time spent in the great outdoors. During this adjustment to a temporary social environment of telecommuting and social distancing, my connection to the NATURAL WORLD has been of the upmost importance. So what practices have I implemented while being socially responsible to minimize proximity to my fellows? How nice of you to ask… 

1)      Solo Excursions To Local Parks: While attending nightly 12-step fellowship meetings online connects to me my fellows, time spent alone in the blooming foliage of the Spring season redirects my thoughts inward and provides self-love. Most days this takes the form of a planned 2-hour excursion to a Long Island park. While I have my favorite “go-to” parks, I enjoy the SNESORY EXPERIENCE of visiting new destinations.


2)      Daily Hour-Long Disconnects: When traveling to a local park or nature preserve isn’t an option, I have been dedicating one hour each to my morning and evening routines to sit in the backyard in total stillness. UNPLUGGING from all distraction that often takes me out of the moment, which means literally turning off all my communications devices. Just existing in SILENCE for as long as my mind will allow, then using the SOUNDS and SMELLS of the natural environment to refocus on the moment. FEELING the touch of the grass on my legs and palms of my hands.


3)      Indoor Meditation with Nature Sounds: On the days where going for a walk in the rain doesn’t seem to fit, I’ve increased my meditation while indoors. Dedicating time to sitting in a quiet space in the home to simply listen to the SILENCE or allowing the sounds of the wind on the exterior of the house to guide my meditation.

My next several blog posts will detail each of these practices, providing real life stories of how I incorporate nature into my recovery. Thanks for joining me with these blog posts, expect a new submission later this week!


Staying Focused & On Track Through Goal Setting

We know these times are challenging and unforeseen for all. How have you been coping? What hobbies have you picked up or brought back during these last few weeks at home? Our Recovery Coach, Erin, has a few words to share with you on goal-setting and words of encouragement to get us through these days of uncertainty at home! 


Sticking to a Routine: Self-Care Practices

My name is Bradley Baer.  I’m a Certified Recovery Peer Advocate working with FCA’s very important Sherpa program, and I am a person in long-term recovery. Like many people stuck at home during this time, there are many things that remain out of my control. I will, however, share with you all a few skills that I have been practicing in order to remain vigilant in my personal recovery.  Working from home can become a challenge with many distractions. For me, continuing to stick to a structured routine helps maintain boundaries while working from home.

As a person who has struggled with depression in the past, I know that neglecting my daily routines will have me face a much unhealthier lifestyle. If I don’t remain vigilant, I believe that the end of my week will undoubtedly end with signs of low self-esteem, poor hygiene, and numerous neglected work duties. This would not only affect me, but the people I am meant to serve and support.

I begin each day as I would any other: after I wake up, I make my bed and start my morning bathroom routine – brush my teeth, shower, and get dressed for the day with clean clothes. From here, while working at home, I make sure to follow my scheduled workday as if I would go into the office. I have a separate space where I work in my home that psychologically separates “work” from “home” activities. This is essential for my well-being because I know that I would hardly get any actual work done otherwise. My dogs would be looking too cute and I would waste my time sitting with them on the couch. This boundary ensures that I remain productive and continue to be available for the population that my department serves.


The next tool I keep at my disposal is staying connected with my peers in recovery who are a part of my support network. On any regular day, I call 4-5 people to check in and see how they’re doing. During this time, that number has increased closer to 10 people. My support group has been able to adjust to our usual interactions using social media platforms and they hold a meeting via Zoom every night so that we ensure that we can help each other stay on a pathway toward recovery.

Maintaining boundaries and emphasizing my self-care are necessary for me to stay on the beam, living in gratitude instead of depression. These are simple, small steps that anyone can practice. I urge anyone struggling during this time of isolation and social distancing to keep to a routine, helping practice effective and healthy self-care. Thank you for reading!


Sherpa is one of many programs FCA offers to support addiction prevention, treatment and recovery.  Please visit www.fcali.org to learn about all of our programs, and continue to visit www.thriveli.org for a continued updated calendar of groups and services.


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Exercise & Promoting Physical Wellness

If you have made it to this point of the quarantine and haven’t completely lost your mind, I am proud of you! Our efforts for self-care must absolutely be doubled and I know (as I previously mentioned) self-care isn’t a natural concept to me.

If you are fortunate enough to have a home gym, some sort of equipment or already doing some workouts from home, this blog isn’t for you! You’re already killing it in the game and could use your extensive knowledge to help us out!

Truth be told, determination alone is not enough for me to get off the couch and begin doing a work-out. I have always found it easier to get up and get the gym because it just seems I get more done there. With literally everything being shut down, attendance at the gym is not even optional.

After doing some research to find some interesting ways to stay on top of my personal exercise regime, I stumbled upon some websites that I found to be extremely helpful and I hope they are helpful for you as well.

Being that there are a ton of beginners (myself included; always a beginner) start slow! I am not a doctor nor medical professional and will not be giving out any advice on your body and how to take care of it. I am just someone who is navigating this new way of life just like yourself and a guiding hand is always supportive.

Some other ideas are to youtube some exercises. There is chair yoga all the way up to advanced yoga. Same with many other exercises. On rainy days when we can’t get out to the backyard, my mom has been googling senior aerobics and is loving it!

Please know that my intention is to only provide support. We are literally all in this together. As Governor Cuomo so elegantly states (and a little cheesy might I add) “we are socially distanced and spiritually connected.” My heart is with you all!




Mindfulness is a good technique for coping with stress.  Please watch this short video to learn more about mindfulness practices and how they can help with sustaining your recovery.  Visit www.thriveli.org to seen our virtual calendar of events and participate in a mindfulness group.


Healthy Eating & Staying Active- Part 1

Let me start of my first saying, “I get it!” What ever difficulties you may be experiencing during these super intense times, I can identify. As someone who is in long term recovery from the disease of addiction, I am also in recovery from negative self-talk, poor impulse control, lack of motivation, overwhelming procrastination and debilitating anxiety. I made this blog for anyone who made need some support to help find their way through peace and serenity at any given moment.


For me, food has been both a source of comfort and a vice I struggled with to help me get through the rough times in my life. Growing up, I was always active in both sports and physical activities. Somewhere along my journey, food became more of a coping mechanism and exercise fell way down the list of important things to do. I became extremely unhealthy and it harmed my mental health almost as bad as my substance use disorder did.


I want to let you know that help is here! Let’s work together to find some healthy ways to cope with stress and still enjoy activities and good eating from the comfort of our own homes! 6 days ago, I opened my fridge with the expectation of having this delicious meal and I had very limited resources. I mean, I didn’t even have eggs!


I began investigating and I had no idea that you could google ingredients you had and include your desired diet after and click “search”. What comes up is a wealth of information and recipes that you can make with those ingredients you have.


Realistically speaking, and maybe not that realistic if you’re like me, you may have at least eggs, some leftovers from the last couple of nights before and some sort of oil, butter or pan spray. Voila! A meal!

Eggs are so versatile and cheap that if my substance use disorder was based on an egg addiction, I’d still be active today. Eggs can be sauces; they can complete a meal and can be a meal all by themselves. One of favorite things to make with eggs is a super simple frittata. If I fish through my cabinets, pantry and fridge long enough, I can come up with some pretty interesting ingredients to add to eggs. I made eggs with olives, different cheeses, tomatoes, broccoli, chopped up chicken breast, deli meats, even chocolate chips (that one was gross, and I wouldn’t suggest it to my worst enemy)!


Below I have included some websites that have some good, simple and easy recipes whether you’re on a budget, strapped for ingredients or limited on time.

Check out my next blog on some exercises and ways to get active or stay active! Happy Quarantining!






Wellness Through Nature- Part 1

I remember sitting in a 12-step fellowship back in August of 2016 feeling very incredibly overwhelmed. In those early days of my recovery from substance use disorder I was TOTALLY confused and quite honestly, I was TERRIFIED. I couldn’t fathom how the person next to me could have 25 years without a substance. How they were all talking about an entirely unique conception of a higher power and how it seemingly worked for everyone else but felt so foreign to me. I was stuck in self, stuck in preconceived notions of what a higher power could mean to ME.

What really broke me out of that perception was the process of letting go of my ego. I started going out into the woods for some quiet from the noise of living with 30+ others in a long-term sober living environment. I would go on these long walks alone through the woods of Pilgrim State… yeeaaah, not the safest move. I was living on the property at the time, so going out the front door for a walk meant the grounds of a former psychiatric asylum. This, of all places, was where I started to deconstruct years of worldview and slowly found peace in simply “not knowing”.

While surrounded by this dense woods I started to feel this inner peace. I would listen to the sounds of the trees, the crackling and whooshing as the wind brushed them in all directions. The rustling of the leaves beneath my feet. The smells of the trees, of nearby foliage, of the fresh clean(er) air. The internal monologue that would RACE in other settings, drifted away during this time of being alone in the woods. All the expectations I placed on my life, on other people and institutions was fading away. All I was doing was walking around a bunch of TREES several times a week!?!

I had no idea at the time what was happening, but I was actually practicing a well-known wellness technique called “forest bathing”. Immersing oneself in nature and taking in the forest through all the senses. This technique can be a rejuvenating process. For me it was bridging the gap between Ryan and the natural world. It was through this process that I started to feel CONNECTED to something bigger than me, I felt this CALMING CONFIDENCE and SERENITY. I didn’t need to have all the answers, I simply just had to BE. Just like the beautiful forest surrounding me. I was practicing being PRESENT in the moment.

Today, I enjoy sharing this experience with others! To be out in nature, letting go and feeling FREEDOM FROM SELF. Through Thrive Recovery Center, I’m blessed to organize walks, hikes and forest bathing. This blog will detail some of these AMAZING ADVENTURES, as well as provide some tips and tools for incorporating WELLNESS THROUGH NATURE into your own lives and recovery.

Stay tuned for more!!

-Ryan Kiser – Person In Long-Term Recovery and Grateful THRIVER




FCA’s Peer-Led Sherpa program is still here for you! Watch this video to learn more about what Sherpa can do for you.


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